I have been soul searching lately, pretty hardcore. And I have come to the realization that I will never figure out just who or what I am until I know EXACTLY where I came from. So I have made a very strong, if a little hasty, decision to confront the man I have thought about for the last 30 years. I bought a plane ticket yesterday to Winnipeg for next week. I will rent a car from there and drive 4 hours to the small town my father has lived in since the mid 70's, and where my two half brothers grew up, not knowing of their older sibling. I didn't talk to Hell before I did this. It has made things hard here at home, but this is something I have to do.
I must sleep now, but this has been weighing heavily on me the last few days.
I need closure.
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